dance to the beat!

2009-07-03T04:47:00.000+08:00

2009-04-06T13:54:00.001+08:00

if you are really that slow, i have shifted.

HTTP://LIN-KAIYUAN.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

2009-03-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

i am tired.
really really tired.

the passion for dance is no longer as strong as it used to be.
every dance steps seems very forcefully.
i no longer have the heart to dance anymore.

i don't know why.
perhaps, i am too tired or it's just part of the "passion" cycle.

i am really tired.
i am going to sleep.

2009-03-02T00:52:00.003+08:00

yes i am blogging here.
i know it's ironic, but still, i am blogging!

audition is next week. just days away. and i am so so not prepared. my solo dance my portfolio and so on. how i wish i have got one more week. (ya . then i will type the same old thing just the week before my audition.)

thanks for everyone's concern. my right leg is getting better. last week, i would hardly reach 90 degree and was at a pathetic 45 degree. i could at least reach 90 degree in today's ballet. :D

ok. i am tired. night earthling.

2009-02-24T22:04:00.001+08:00

yes. kaiyuan is finally blogging here.
and nope she's not a lazy bum who doesn't update her blog.
just that she have changed her URL without telling you. :D

anw...

kaiyuan strained her leg really badly a few days ago during SDT audition.
this was all due to her laziness to do proper warm up.
it really hurts whenever i am in the process of seating or standing up.

so you can't expect much from my right leg.
having a rather major audition next week.it's one that i've always been waiting for.
my right leg can no long extend as high as it used to be. my right leg would feel the sharp intense pain whenever i does a kick. my right leg just hurt a lot.
i seriously pray that it would be much better by then.

i am rather bless with this week's common test.cos it means that i am able to nurse my wound well,cos i am not going for any sort of dance practice.
on the contrary, my techniques would drop drastically. i will then not perform that well for next week's audition.

but whatever it is,
i have to mug now.

2009-01-18T20:16:00.000+08:00

dance is my passion;
new york is my dream.

2008-12-31T23:10:00.002+08:00

*wanted to do a little review of 2008 but was rather lazy to write up the whole lot of it.

2008 had been really nice. i learnt and grew up a lot within that 366 (leap year) days.if not for 2008, i wouldn't grow up.

remember the time when i got kick out of pointe performance. if lao shi didn't do this, i might be still be in my lala land not wanting to train really hard in my techniques.

if i didn't reject some schools which actually offered me a place, i wouldn't be able to be in MI a place where i would be able to meet the bunch of uh bookworms. and most importantly, i wouldn't have that much motivation to mug.

if i didn't take up jazz, i might still be in my small tiny world circulating with ballet and modern . plus i wouldn't be able to be that wild on stage.hahaa. we were called showbiz girls. so you can imagine how wild we were.

if not for 2008, i would not break my super good record.i was actually given two detention! one for late coming and the other for forgetting to bring my PE attire.WTF.

too lazy to think of any other recounts. in short,2008 had been great.really looking forward to 2009. haha. ya PW.lol.

thanks Daphni,Weiling,Delia,Zihui,Jia yi ,jia yan,Kelly,Ying Ting,Ann Ann,Sherman,Basirah,Xie Ying ying,Yan chun,yong jia,marcus,brandon,XL(don't ask me why his name is here.there's nothing between us.i swear.),liwen,yilin,MOO zhe an,weiqi,Sijie,Aqidah,meng shan,May fong,jocelyn,jasmine tse,Yit seng,Samuel lim,Yu ze,Tue,Micheal and Tom (sorry if ieft out anyone) for the birthday wish. :D

on a side note,

Happy birthday Bertrand
Happy birthday Yit seng
Happy birthday Wei qi
Happy birthday (opps. i had forgotten her name) this girl who's in my orientation group.
Happy birthday to myself.

:D

PS:i am THINKING of abandoning this blog in the new year. so yea. do not think of coming back here. cos there will be nothing new to read.

2008-12-29T00:39:00.002+08:00

the year is coming to an end soon.
which means that my b-day is coming soon too.

however,ain't excited about it.
cos school is starting soon!
ya ya school reopens on the 12th(laughing at all the poly students. cos u guys starts on the 5th.)

but i am so not prepared.
ever since the promotional exams ended,i have not even flip my notes.
and school is starting like 14 more days?!

realized that i spent my entire holiday dancing and scolding kids.

it makes me more worried when liwen just told me that she had finish the chapter on communication for next year work.oh my! i haven't even started revising my year one work.

looks like i have to start mugging soon!
mug kaiyuan mug!

2008-12-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

ok.i am suppose to blog about the HK trip as part of edlyn's christmas present. :D

the thai dessert which tastes weird.

pork spaghetti from hong kong is nice,ok!

NTR(our MRT)

At jean wong school of dance:

At Hong Kong academy for performing arts :

look!it's so cool that they have got some physiotherapy!

and making of your own costume is in one of their modules! think if i enrol into this school,i might fail terribly in this module.

liwen! look at this! subway!!!

yes. it's that cold that you need to wear a glove though you are indoor.

night scenery is definitely nice. :D

was in time to take a pic with the train while we were in the peak.

THE NUTCRACKER

on the last night,we realized that we had extra cash.hence, we called for room service. pizza is damn nice can! they were really generous in giving us lots of ham and cheese!cool! however, just as i was about to take the picture of the full pizza, the super duper whooper hungry felicia and chanel ate it!

last breakfast-international buffet!ok.see!i am health conscious!i eats fruits for breakfast!

felicia is damn tired that she slept in the lobby after breakfast and used one of the shoppingbag as a blanket.

trip to ocean park!

i'm brave enough to take that outdoor roller coaster

on the way back to singapore!home sweet home :

*there are more photos to come... waiting for felicia to send them over. :D

2008-12-22T22:27:00.004+08:00

yes i am back.
hong kong is fun.
will blog about it some other time.

cos i have got to blog about some overdue stuff.
on 12th December we celebrated liwen's birthday.
rushed down after school's dance training.

had steamboat. had a rather fun time.:D
both adrain and i are always searching for lala while yilin is peeling her prawns,liwen claiming wei qi claiming that they are full ,si jie and zhe an left and claimed that they went for a walk but the truth is that they went to bought the cake.

well, it's glad that liwen enjoyed herself. :D

2008-12-01T10:43:00.002+08:00

kind of happy that i am able to lift my back leg. my back and back leg is rather weak,it's in my genes.so yea . i am kinda happy now. :D

2008-11-27T01:30:00.000+08:00

2 weeks ago after NAFA's concert while on dad's car home,

dad:what level are you next year(ballet)?
me:advanced year 2.
dad:huh?how can you be advance year 2 when you were advanced year 1 last year?you are advanced year 2 this year?
me: eh...
mum: she retained!

my dad laughed! claiming and asked me how is it possible for me to get retain in ballet. well, you see life is unpredictable.

2008-11-24T13:33:00.004+08:00

i can't believe it!
i actually lost my spects.
yes,it sounds quite ironic. how can one lost his/her spects.

well, i just can't remember where i placed my spects yesterday after i wore my contact lens.
i joked with my mum last night that my maid brought it home with her for souvenir purpose.

where can my spects be?!?!

2008-11-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

i used to have a dream when i was a little girl.
i admired ballerina's grace and dreamt that i could be one of them.i also dreamt to be a ballet teacher. i was amazed and thought that it was a noble job, being able to produce many world class dancers. so if i were given a chance to be a ballet teacher, i will not hesitate and will never give up this career.

but, i was wrong.

kids might be adorable,kids might be loving and yes kids do brighten your days.
but there are factors which are pulling me back.

today is the fourth time i told them that i am quitting.was again asked to stay.
many people have advised me to stay on too.
the pay is good, i do have the potential, the parents likes me, the management likes me,the students wants me to stay. . .

but on the expense of my academic and the other dreams i have yet fulfilled,i am quitting.
most importantly my parents ain't very much supportive of me continuing. my parents are my strength of pillar. without their support, i would never be able to have the determination to continue being a good teacher .

to be frank, it really hurts to leave.
there's two voice in me,
one asking me to leave and the other asking me not to.

i pray(thought i am not a christian) every night for someone out there to enlighten me and lead to me the correct path.

but it looks like my prayers is never answered.
or probably that someone has always been there enlightening me , but i wasn't aware.

2008-11-21T23:00:00.001+08:00

felt really lost this whole week.
missed the entire last week's rehearsal due to vivace performance.

school's dance was kind of foreign. they learnt a couple of new routine. and i was there looking around and kept flying my legs off beat. the good thing is that zhang lao shi didn't even scold me. but what difference does it makes even if he scolds me? i will still smile at me and nod my head.

micky mouse was a real lost. just when everyone was shaking their ass, i was behind there looking innocent and looking like a noob who is trying to imitate them.season faries was still alright. managed to copy through. opps!

just wander how will tomorrow's poison faries goes. probably hit myself against the mirror. haha.

anw, wendy found a new love today! haha.
ooo... his name is.. ************* ask me!

while walking back from IMM,

wendy:oh. you banged onto the pole.
me: no? i managed to avoid it in time. :D
(seconds later)
me: eh! you banged the person.
wendy: no.. the person banged into me.

ok. that's so lol.

on the other hand, i found zihui's deepest secret!
ahahaha! ok. shall not tell you.
it's between the both of us.
bleah!

today's rehearsal with my kids was alright.
ok. not alright. was rather fierce to them.
but sorry. honeymoon is over. those who knows me well will know that:
i HATE dancers to be fidgeting around when i am doing positioning.
i HATE dancers to make a fool out of themselves.
i HATE dancers who doesn't even put in any effort in remembering the steps.

i might sound demanding.but too bad. this world is demanding. if you can't remember these few simple steps, what's the use of performing ? besides, i don't blame you if you doesn't remember the things i just taught you. but i have taught you that weeks ago!
and what is there to fidget?do you know how difficult it is to do the positioning when you are moving all around. yes they might be young, but so what? does this give them the rights not to remember the steps? does this give them the rights to make a fool of themselves?does this give them the rights to fidget around?

i do have my limits,i do have the potential to walk off.
it's just a matter of time on when i will do what.
don't try me.

2008-11-19T01:58:00.002+08:00

stop asking me to give my view on NAFA dance Vs some other dance school(s).
cos my answer would always be the same.

NAFA is still the best.
(that's only when you ain't comparing dancepointe. they are both good. )

2008-11-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

i am really glad that my kids exams are over! yes all of my kids exams ended today!
will upload the photos next time.

during one of the extra classes yesterday, one kid asked me loudly during class time,

kid: teacher what are we going to do after exam
me:(was still unsure what to reply back) erm.. will see how. why?
kid: will you still be teaching us?
me: why do you ask that?
kid: cos do you still remember that once your friend ( referring to miss foo) came then gathered all of our parents saying that you might stop teaching us after the exam. and my father asked me that a while ago .
me:erm... girls. actually i really don't know.

the news of me not teaching them after the exam was soon spread to the other parents. even my kid's parents of other grades started asking me whether am i staying .

i think the answer of it is really obvious.
but there are things holding me back.

but whether am i staying,
i will still be teaching my kids for another 2/3 weeks and finish whatever lessons i owe them.
will post my final decision after the term have ended.

do keep a look out then.

2008-11-16T13:25:00.004+08:00

with kang kang. :D

ah! with the sugarplum fairies.yes they might look Innocent but they are not!
they actually told fishball that we gave her that nick name!

they didn't wanted to move. so we had another shot.

mandy,myself and rachel PONG

Jasmine,myself and ZHANG XIN!

jasmine(my number one fan!) and I. thanks for the flower.

NAFA performance was definitely a success!when is it not a success?
though i had always been hoping that it would end quickly ,like ever since long time ago, but i think i am wrong to have such hopes.

i will definitely miss the times when we gossips, laughs,rants,went for stage rehearsal smelling like soul garden and of course the dancers .

i believe that the bunch of us really got a nice time during this whole duration of rehearsals. all good things must come to an end. we can't be always be staying on and hoping that things that we enjoy just stay put . life still goes on.

though the concert would have ended, but that doesn't mean that all of us are stop dancing though some might be leaving NAFA. mandy and yi zhuang would be continuing their dance career with hip-hop ,bao xian would still be doing ballet else where more professionally (as quoted from rachel pong the next polina seminova). . .

but still, all of us would be meeting up one day for lunch and we will do our NAFA jacket!
so don't forget us arh!

-

yesterday was nafa SYT 10th anniversary concert. it's really not easy to reach that far.

at many times, people asks me this,
"where do you learn ballet?" / " which dance school are you currently from?"

and when i told them i am from NAFA, they would be really amazed .
yes NAFA is a prestigious school.
yes NAFA is one of the best dance school in singapore.
and yes i've got one of the best ballet teacher,one that many people would yearn for.

but that doesn't mean that i am really that good like polina seminova.
i am lousy, actually.and i don't understand why would one be really that amaze?

ever since i first stepped into NAFA, i remember the times when cai lao shi comparing us with dancers from the other part of the globe. saying that we are really lousy.
initially i thought that she pined too much hope on us.

as years goes by, i soon realised that we're really that bad like what she is always saying.
dance is an international language.
though we might be one of the top notch dance school in Singapore, but that's not enough. there are many other dance school which are far better than us.

and i looked at my juniors. feeling sad for them for not having cai lao shi.but that doesn't mean that the other teachers ain't good. just that cai lao shi is one really awesome teacher. wonder what would happen when she retires.

but no matter how much nafa would change after that,
i will still be proud to tell you that i am/used to be part of the NAFA family.

Vivace - 红了樱桃，绿了芭蕉 Carnival-SYT 10th anniversary Celebration

2008-11-15T11:25:00.002+08:00

today is NAFA concert.
it might be the last concert for some.
argh...! really hopes that all these wouldn't come to the end so quickly.
the times we laughed,rant and gossip together will definitely not be forgotten.
no matter what happens in the future, let's all cherish the very last time on stage together.
go young talents!

by the time you're reading this, i would probably be at NAFA gossiping about you.
will update more about the event when i get back.
ciao.

PS:the thought of coming home with the damn freaking hell lot gel-ed hair makes me really sick!

2008-11-12T02:39:00.004+08:00

(1) for the entire of this week, i am not going for modern dance training at MI.*woo-hoo!*
on a side note, i will be down at NAFA for stage rehearsal.

(2)most people or rather everyone who had seen me lately said that i am now thinner because of being sick for the entire two weeks. *felt like the happiest girl on earth*
on a side note, i am going soul garden with my fellow NAFA-ian tomorrow to gain more weight.

(3) i would be partially stress-free from next monday onwards cos my kids exam would be over!*scream for joy*
on a side note,their exam is next MONDAY! and i am really worried!

(4)i will be off to Hong Kong on 15 December for some dance study trip! *excited*
on a side note, i just realized that i kind of lost my passport.

oh. wth. why will every good things comes with a negative side of it?!

before i end off this entry,
do you guys know that i actually installed a hidden blog tracker in my blog.
which means that i get to see how many hits i have per day/week/month/year.
and the best thing i get to see how people get to my blog.

i managed to see about 13-15 gooogle/gooogle blog search. and ironically, some who gooogle-d ain't from singapore! OMG! that's mean that i am going globally! oh what am i talking about? the Internet itself is already globally! erm... foreigners are reading my blog?! but for what?!

who knows.

and i have got a great laugh at what people actually gooogle-d. will not blog it here. you can ask me. and i can choose not tell you. boo-hoo!

i have got 578 hits last months! but why do i not get like 578 tags?!

2008-11-12T01:00:00.001+08:00

if you happen to be part of the 08B3 family and have not reply my e-mail or receive this e-mail from me, please do it so ASAP. my e-mail add is at "the dancer" category. and if you are really that lazy to drag up to see... it's kaiyuan_1991@hotmail.com.

Hey classmates of 08B3 ,

As 2008 is coming to an end, it’s been almost a year since we know one another. Unfortunately, some of us would be leaving. So, before the end of this year, there would be a class gathering for all. It would be a BBQ and we can use this chance to bond

Therefore, I would need to find out which date/day you would be able to turn up and which venue you prefer.

Dates available:

24 November (Monday)
25 November (Tuesday)
27 November (Thursday)

11 December (Thursday)
12 December (Friday)
13 December (Saturday)
26 December (Friday)
27 December (Saturday)
28 December (Sunday)

If there is any other dates you would like to suggest, Please state so too

Venues:
-East Coast Park
-Pasir Ris Park
-Sembawang Park

Cost would be about $7 per person, subject to changes. If there’s more classmates who turn up, it would be cheaper! So try to turn up okay!

We’ll be getting the food from http://www.bbqwholesale.com/ It’s halal certified, so no worries.

Do pass the message around to the rest of the B3 classmates and reply to this e-mail ASAP. Thanks. Have an enjoyable holiday.

Cheers,
Kaiyuan

2008-11-11T11:56:00.002+08:00

i had a really weird dream last night. i dreamt that basically the 3/4 of 08B3 are transferring out.and it's ironic that we would get our appeal results through our home tutor - Miss ang.

so i got invited by *JC (as a student,yes FU YANG I GOT INVITED AS A STUDENT!) which is a really good thing cos according to the school's A Level result's for ,at least, the past ten years their students are 100% qualify for the local universities. ok . enough of all the description of that school. so now you would know what i mean by it's a good school. so, i was invited over to help them in their SYF. which is quite a difficult position for me. cos i am already in MI's talent management scheme . so i am suppose to go for SYF for the school.and it's every one's dream to get into that JC.

so, i was quite in a dilemma .for some unknown reason, i applied *jc appeal thingy for one of my classmates instead for myself. (don't ask me why. i just said earlier on. this is a weird dream.)and i myself went to apply for one of the business course in the Temasake Polytechnics. it's pretty obvious that i could get in with my current O'level score.

then, we had this HT period where ms ang told the whole class about our appeal results. students whose appeal thingy wasn't successful was counselled. i of course got in to the course in TP but the friend who i (ironically) applied for the *JC thingy got counselled for being foolish and over-achieving .
oh my.

don't get over-reacted. i know what you are going to say.
kaiyuan ,you are so evil.
even in your dreams!

ok. whatever. that's a dream after all. you can't blame me. i can't do anything either. well, at least i am feeling kind of happy, i got invited by some top notch JC!yea but only in dream. :(

2008-11-08T23:34:00.004+08:00

it's been really a long time since i last blogged about what's happening around me.
won't be blogging things in chronological order. so yea.

last friday, was modern dance photo taking for some 2009 major school event. the five of us - hairil,May Woon, Mastura , Julina and I- obviously went for the photo shoot. it was rather fun. yepp. had to do some retarded stuff.
like, they wanted to take some indiviual photos. eg, holding one of my hand on the barre and another hand on my right leg. it's like the one in the first ignite book and the 2006 year book.(i suspects that they did some photo editing to my leg to make me look so pro! oh whatever.)

then, after everyone had finished their shoot, i had to do this jump at the second level outside the library. for non-milliennias, that's millennia balcony. so yep.. imagine me doing some jumps on the balcony with millions of eyes staring and commenting on how lousy my jumps are.
it was kind of embarrasing. but hopefully they would use photoshop and make it look nicer. woo hoo!

ok. so here are some of the photos we took before the photoshoot using both my laptop's webcam and mastura's handphone.

mastura and i

second row (left to right):May woon, Julina
first row (left to right):Mastura,me,hairil

left to right:mastura,may woon, me, julina,hairil

ok. i am tired.
would end my post here.

by the way, i am going to year two next year! woo !

ok.whatever.
bye.

2008-11-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

too tired to blog anything.
will try to blog tomorrow.

rehearsal will end early tomorrow.
hopefully, will get home early after shopping with felica tomorrow.

but whatever.
is tired now.
nitez.

2008-11-06T16:16:00.002+08:00

liwen ! i swear i could type faster than you!look at this!

100 words

Typing Test

ok. i admit i edited the html above.
the actual one is here.

65 words

Speed test

2008-11-06T00:52:00.004+08:00

i believe that enough is enough.

it's not that i am pissed. but it have gone far too much.
just because after every apology i will be smiling and tell you that it's alright. but i have my limits.

and seriously you guys ( i don't care if you are reading this a not) , you doesn't have any respects for others. always thinking that it's a joke and so it's ok. but it's not that case when you are doing far too many times.

argh!!

ps: liwen, i love you. sorry for lying in public that i love you.

2008-11-05T01:31:00.002+08:00

should i or should i not?

just when i was to give up, i was told to stay on.
haiz.

2008-10-31T10:16:00.003+08:00

the thoughts of reporting to school at 8.30 am ,when you are in your holiday, SUXs!

It is like when everyone is now sleeping at home like a pig, and you are in school blogging.

oh whatever.

2008-10-27T01:15:00.000+08:00

i always think that it's really weird like others told me that they lost their spects. i would be like how on earth are you going to loose it?
and yes know i know that it's not weird at all. cos i once lost it.
mum found it today. :D
gave her a really big hug just now. :D

2008-10-21T01:14:00.002+08:00

it's 1.15 am ! and i ought to be in bed. but i am still online (isn't that obvious? if not i wouldn't be blogging this entry.)

i am still having tons work to do and yet i have not not even started doing . oh what the hell.

dance is really making me to my craze,can't bother to care much on other things.
and i think i did make the right choice of not going on to full time dancing.
well, i am young, i still have a hell lot of time to enjoy. :D

on a sider note, i just ranted this morning on my livejournal. feeling so much much much better. stop asking about my URL . as i said before, i need a personal space to rant. this blog's traffic is far too heavy. from the starting of this month till now, i am having like 443 hits. on ave, 21 hits per day. i can't possibly allow people invade my personal life in like 443 time..
and like what i said previously too, you can try google-ing my name. it doesn't really bother me much if you found the blog. take it as a souvenir for visiting my livejournal blog. and i bet you wouldn't comments on the blog, cos you wouldn't even want me to know that someone actually read my livejournal blog.

anw, it's time that i should get my things done and turn in.

nitez earthling.

ciao you sucky reader.

2008-10-19T22:12:00.004+08:00

would really like to thanks this following people to guide me along. though my current achievements are rather small, but without them, i wouldn't be who i am today.

Cai lao shi - one awesome person who never gives up hope on me, no matter how lousy i am.

wei wei lao shi - one great teacher/choreographer/ dancer who left NAFA.

Ms Foo - one who gives me opportunities. without her, i might be just a little fly.

miss vivienne tan - my aspiration.

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a summary of what happened over the weeks.

Thursday

was down for the year 3 high tea reception at orchid country club. the ballroom was nice.
had a little chat with Anthony during break. and he asked me about my promos exams results.that was exactly what Jocelyn asked in the morning. goodness!

and i seriously agree to what he said, if you are consistent and really studied, there's no reason why you would not promote or having the fear on whether will you promote a not.

Friday

went down to rehearsal in the evening.
had no choice.
as a choreographer no matter how sick you are, you still have to appear. cos there's no replacement and you are the choreographer.

the girls was rather playful.
and yes i screamed at them.

crystal said that i am very fierce.
well,this isn't my first time hearing that.
you can't blame me for being fierce.

for your info, that's my nature,for being fierce i mean. i am fierce to whoever is under me. opps! i sounded so wrong.but,whatever.

so by the time i reached home, was feeling damn sick and tired. headed straight to bed after my shower. and this is so WTH ,cause my initial plan was to edit the music before i turn in. haiz. looks like there's one task awaiting for me do it.

Saturday

was feeling quite sick and the most unlucky thing is that i left my wallet at home only to find out when i was at the mrt(after a ten minutes walk from home) hence,i was late for dance.

while on the way to school,yong kit and i was on the phone. the conversation went like this,

me:eh..i tell you something, you don't be shock...i am feeling very sick,have got serve headache...
yong kit: oh.. don't tell me that you are not coming...
me:eh. actually yes i am coming. just that i would be late.
yong kit: oh. so what's the main point? you being sick or being late?

that's so lol. cos i went one big round and then came back to the main point - i'll be late.

while rushing to the dance room, i saw mr toh at level 2.
he asked me why i was late,didn't really bother much to tell him what happened.just came out with the simplest excuse for being late - overslept.

so ,i owe dance 20 push up for being late. well, i will get stronger after doing it. bleah. you early birds will then be weaker than me.

had teaching in the afternoon.
my primary kids learnt really fast.
i had planned to teach them the shopping dance in two lessons so that i have more time to think about their another dance. oh well, my kids are pro!

and yes i admit i am bias. but who's not bias?
all human beings likes things which are better than the other. and so i like students who are (technically) better.but of course i do scold them when they are wrong. but no matter what, i still dote them. woo hoo!

modern dance in the night was rather entertaining.
cos Felicia hold on to .....'s hand and ran.for your information, that's part of the choreography.

Sunday

was really tired after all the dance sessions i had yesterday.
but managed to be high during lesson and rehearsal.

:D

2008-10-16T19:09:00.000+08:00

how would you feel / think of when you attend my wake (tomorrow) ?

2008-10-10T11:10:00.003+08:00

i am supposed to be on a mini-holiday ever since monday till next tuesday.
but i have been and is going to back to school for a couple of hour.
had to settle some year 3's high tea thingy on wednesday,attend some entertaining Chinese lesson and is having dance today plus another session of chinese lesson next monday!

god! what happened to my mini-holiday which i am suppose to enjoy?
haiz.
that's life i guess.

however ,had a fun time with the girls on wednesday. after doing what we are suppose to do in school,bee hui and i headed down to plaza sing to meet jia yi and sam. lunch at piazza hut(woo!) and watched the house bunny! OMG that show is damn bitchy and horny! lol!

yesterday's Chinese was really funny. like when it was my turn to read this passage ,Eugene was there imitating me and NATURALLY i laughed. took 66 with Eugene too. we then also talked about dance. so he was talking about hip-hop vs classical. like will you ever pay to go to esplanade JUST to watch hip-hop? erm..nothing but hip-hop.
haha. well...

anw,gtg. have got dance plus i am meeting irene for lunch!woo!
before i go,just to tell u guys that i just opened a new livejournal blog.
just want to keep the blog to myself,for the time being.
so if you happen to find it..congrats then.

ciao.

2008-10-06T23:01:00.010+08:00

just did a personality test out of boredom and guess what i found out!

yes! look! i am 100% yes 100% EXTROVERT! oh what the hell! the other time i did the test(a different one) in school, i was 9/10 extrovert (it's 90% after converting so that it's easy for you to compare in case u r a maths noob)

wow! my extrovert level just increased within a few months? cool!
and yes i admit,i am extrovert. the most talkative and noisy girl u can every find in this planet. :D

besides that, i also checked on my career matches.

ENFPs are often happy with the following jobs which tend to match well with the Advocate/Visionary personality.

ENFP Career Matches

ENFPs are often happy with the following jobs which tend to match well with the Advocate/Visionary personality.

Accountant/Auditor

Actor

Art Director

Artist

Banker/Economist

Career Counselor

Church Worker

Conference Planner

Consultant

Designer

Dietitian/Nutritionist

Diplomat

Editor

Engineer

Entrepreneur

Homemaker

Housing Director

Human Resources

Journalist

Lawyer/Attorney

Marketer

Massage Therapist

Merchandise Planner

Musician

Newscaster

Nurse

Occupational Therapist

Painter

Politician

Project Manager

Psychologist/Counselor

Public Relation

Researcher

Scientist

Senior Manager

Social Scientist

Social Worker

Speech Pathologist

Teacher/Professor

Technical Specialist

Trainer

Writer

and you saw that?politician! it's not the first time this career had appeared. oh well.
haha!
and and and why didn't they include dancer?ok. that's lame. cos they are just listing the jobs in general.

oh well,nevertheless, you are reading a future politician's blog? oh no! that sound so wrong! rather,you are reading a POTENTIAL politician's blog. yes. this sounds so much much much nicer. :D

2008-10-05T00:14:00.008+08:00

NANYANG ACADEMY OF FINE ARTS (school of young talents)
presents:

Vivace - 红了樱桃，绿了芭蕉

Carnival-SYT 10th anniversary Celebration

Date : 15 November 2008

Time : 4pm&7.30pm(sold out)

Venue : Lee Foundation Theatre
NAFA Campus 3
151 Bencoolen Street
Singapore 189656
Enquiries : 6512 41796512 41716512 4169

Admission: S$18(sold out for 7.30pm)&S$22(sold out for 4pm&7.30pm)

In celebration of SYT’s 10th Anniversary, Junior Dance Department will be organising a show entitled “Vivace - 红了樱桃，绿了芭蕉”. This show will feature 11 ballet and Chinese dances performed by more than 200 Junior Dance students

just doing some random advertisement.

it's ok.if you don't go.

cos neither do i want you to go.

BLEAH!

2008-10-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

oh shit!

tomorrow is maths!
OMG!
why is it tomorrow?!

i am so so so not prepared.(when am i ever prepared,anyway)
i wonder what will happens if i decided to skip tomorrow's paper?
and my parents would kill me.

but,i am really sorry,i still think your teaching is **********...
seriously. so what if we are behind time? what's the use of rushing like there's no tomorrow and 3/4 of the students doesn't even know what you are talking about?

miss kang is definitely a classic example of a good maths teacher.
though we're forever behind time(and she's forever telling us that),she never rush to the extent that the whole class doesn't understand what she's teaching. she would ensure that her students understand whatever she had taught and continue teaching.

and what's the use of rushing like a bullet train when you already said that you're doing revision. plus you asked the better students to leave and only leaves the weaker ones?

haiz.
or probably,it's time which i need to grow up and stop relying on teachers. like what mrs leong once said ," you can't blame your teachers for not doing well . 'cos when you are in the university ,you get whatever kind of lecturers. some lecturers can't even teach! but they excel very well in research. you can start complaining there but no one will bothers you ..."

oh well.

anw,going back to my revision.
nitez earthling.
and wish me luck :D

2008-10-02T20:09:00.002+08:00

When the going starts to get rough,
and you feel like you've had enough,
let the music....take control of your soul

Take a chance and do what you feel,
Your voice, they cannot live without it
You gotta break the chain

There's a passion inside
Inner strength that drives
Can't nobody take that away from you
Its the greatest high
Set the floor on fire
When you come alive

And we're dancing,
and it feels alright,
I cant control my desire
And we're dancing,
and it feels alright

And we're dancing,
and it feels alright
cant hold me down gotta reach for the sky
And we're dancing,
and it feels alright

Some people don't know the love you present
they pretend but the don't understand
its natural, your in a world of you own

There's a passion inside
Inner strength that drives
Can't nobody can take that away from you
Its the greatest life
Set the floor on fire
When you come alive

And we're dancing,
and it feels alright,
I can't control my desire
And we're dancing,
and it feels alright

push it to the max
feel the move, oh to your beat
dont you dare hold back
cause it feels so good inside

There's a passion inside
And a strength that drives
Can't nobody take that away from you
Its the greatest life
Set the floor on fire
When you come alive

And we're dancing,
and it feels alright,
I cant control my desire
And we're dancing,
and it feels alright

And we're dancing,
and it feels alright
cant hold me down gotta reach for the sky
And we're dancing,
and it feels alright

and we're dancing

Were Dancing - P.Y.T.

2008-09-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

I've got his sudden temptation to change my blog skins and change it to livejournal. ok this is ironic. cos what's the use of changing blogskin when i'm changing it to livejournal.well. kaiyuan is that weired or rather unique,that's for your information.BUT she obviously does know that it's stupid of her to do all these changes when it's promos period.

shall start blogging about last sunday .

as usual dance dance dance.BUT i met zihui!!!!
was quite tired so her lame-ness didn't made me laugh to my extreme.
and i told her that for convenient sick,just introduce me to her friend with my English name,though it isn't official. she was complaining that i should use my name,kaiyuan. cos it's unique or something.was taken back when she went " hi. this is my friend,Natalie. " oh my HAHAHA!

monday paper was erm..alright.
didn't have time to check my GP paper. WTH!
but this ang moh teacher who was invigilating kind of saw my draft and part of my essay and said that i was good! while collecting my scripts he was like " oh. it's quite easy ,right?" and i just smiled at him.

and i had this post-language lame-ness. like after mother tongue when XL(ya la.china boy) msged me during the break wishing me good luck for my paper,and i was like "hope you fail. will treat you if you fail GP". i showed the whole conversation to moo moo.his response was rather shocking and humorous. he was telling me that i am in a big trouble as i definitely have to treat him cos he'll definitely fail. oh that's so? LOL?

then,after the GP exam,when we were still in the hall while waiting for the paper to be counted,i decided to take the risk of telling xin yu about notes. and everyone who heard it laughed. i also didn't expect that the joke passed really that fast that the most of the B3 people know about it.ming yang called me just to tell me that it's lame and his toes were laughing. lol! and i remembered that 4E people kind of got scolded by ms kang during last year's prelim when i asking xiong da about the notes thingy. OMG! ok. i should stop it. cos it's kind of un-funny now. but AHAHAHAHA!

today's teaching was rather fun. ms foo came down to help me! yea! it's really Good to have her. she is much more experience and pro as compared to me. so she taught me and told me about the things i should look out for plus she also comment about my teaching methods and stuff. time to make improvement. :D

i also gave my tots class 3 stickers! cos i owe them one last week and one of it cos they did well in one exercise one the last one is for their good behaviour. :D well,i practise meritocracy. :D and whatever.

one thing that is still making me high now is that,i am having pointe tomorrow! wee~! pointe. i love pointe .

can't wait for pointe!

2008-09-22T23:53:00.002+08:00

give me a kit-kat.
give me a break.

2008-09-20T23:29:00.005+08:00

thanks for all those who showed your concern. i know the sudden break down was really shocking . and ya i broke down.
shall not further explain on that.anw, i don't see why it concerns you.(referring to all those who doesn't know what happened,and you might be included)

let's talk about what happened yesterday!
yea! 4 Expressive class gathering.
sorry yijie and jia yi,i didn't mean to lie to u guys that i'm not going.
i know that initially i told you guys that i won't be going due to exams.
BUT BUT BUT zi hui is going for the gathering.i know that if i don't go,she will not go.plus i really want to go to the gathering!!!

gathering was fun!
and i cooked!
yes!i cooked.BBQ,i mean.
i think i did a great job,cos up to now,hadn't been hearing any food poisoning cases. :D

plus i wore my school uniform there.cos came directly from school ,like DUH~. and i wasn't supposed to go for gathering.my mum will kill me. it's not that she doesn't allow to attend class gathering but,my promos starts next week!yes next week!

while bbq-ing,i was really worried that i would go home and smelling like a bbq..so insane zi hui came out with this idea or excuse to my mum.
"i happened to study at this place and the neighbour was bbq-ing and they invited me over for a party or something.unfortunately,after eating like a chicken wing or two,the whole place caught fire and it was so nice of me that i actually helped them to put out the fire."

that's so. -.-
she's lame as before. (just like me)
and and OMG! zi hui's really funny.
the things she said are like..OMG! it went to the extreme that the whole bus was looking at us when i was laughing.
but it's really funny!

and sorry ying ting,don't be sad over being my #2 love.
try to work harder and be my #1 love,yea?
(sorry,not to demoralize you,you never will be able to. :D cos i am and is still loving ****.......)
:D

today's teaching was relatively fun ,nice.
i was reminded countless time that the parents would be frustrated over some issue.but they didn't! they were really nice!

kids was OMG!
i was like during the exam,when you are going to the back to wait for the next routine you have to run there.and their replied was, "what if we don't want leh?" i was like what the HELL! it's up to you if you want to run or walk. cos i am not the one going for the exam.i had done my exam before and i got a relatively good grade.

argh!!!
and i just discovered that i forgotten to give the tot class stickers!i promised them!oh freak!ok.i m going to give them 2 next week! i promise!

anw,i m quite tired.
having the never-ending dance training tmr.

plus meeting my another #2 love ZIHUI tomorrow!will be attending her ploy classmate's birthday party!
wee~

and i shall again being the centre attraction when we're on he bus.

2008-09-17T00:53:00.001+08:00

everything just come rushing to me.
it's just too fast.

i think i will soon break down.
it's only a matter of time.

2008-09-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

today is a productive day!
yea!

i managed to study 2.5 hr of MOB.and i kind of finished one really important chapter for the promos! ok. but that's not enough for me to do well for promos.

ok. going to bathe now and will back to mug on my maths later.

ciao,people.
:D

2008-09-15T00:24:00.003+08:00

i'm tired.
really tired.
dancing the whole day is really killing me.

ok.i'm now off to my lala land to re-charge my battery.
have got talent management meeting tomorrow at 8.30 am.haiz.
plus i am going to start serious mugging from tomorrow onwards.

kaiyuan is serious.
she is going to mug like there's no tomorrow.

:D

nitez,earthling.

2008-09-14T02:12:00.003+08:00

have been thinking through these days and obviously many thoughts were developed.

but considering the fact that it's pretty late(for your info it's 2.14 a.m now!! )and i am super tired plus there's a full day hardcore dance training tomorrow.so i shall leave the best for the last and blog about it tomorrow.

but before i end this entry,something random to share.
i dreamt about myself being super flexible last night.
like i can touch my back leg when i am doing my right and left split.
and i ended up training with twin for syf. haha!

ok.whatever.that was only a dream.
and i am now going to "make" more dream.

ciao,earthling.

PS: ALL tags are being replied *cheers* .sorry for the late replies. as usual it takes me forever to reply tags. lol. :D

2008-09-08T22:16:00.003+08:00

just one short post before i start mugging.
(but when is my entry ever short,oh.who cares?)

a random photo which i found it in my laptop.
this photo shows that i need more sleep.
just look at my eye bags.it's far too huge!

anw,i am damn freaking proud of myself.i had not been really studying during the one week break.except for monday and tuesday but it's kind of crap.

i was dancing everyday!had rehearsals follow by practices and rehearsals and practices.and they are all turning me insane (Especially when you have to see fishball)
But it was still kind of great. the quality time i get to spend with the NAFA's dancer is definitely worthwhile. especially mandy's number one fan,jia yi. haha! she had changed a lot. much nicer as compared to the last time we saw her. she even waited for us outside the room when we were taking our photo and shared her food with us when all of us were starving!

and and hern hern is really adroable.haha.during sunday full dress,after our finale run ,when we went back to our individual studio to change to our costume,she was actually standing at the our door waiting for hui min and the way how she searched for hui min was like haha! and it's no point explaining on how she was searching hui min,cos you will never get the joke.

plus the time we spent in ajisen and pastamania was definitely great!

:D

wasn't looking forward to coming to school today.
was taking my own sweet time to get up and to get wash up.
BK breakfast was definitely nice and fattening.

PE was OMG!
had to run 5 rounds round the track but yi lin and I didn't bother much. we just joined the crowd who had ran the whole 5 rounds after our third round.
partly was because my ankle was in pain due to the hardcore pointe training i got during the Holiday.
got to really rest my ankle for this few weeks.

ok.got to go back to my mugging.
ciao.

2008-09-03T22:17:00.005+08:00

29th august 2008,Friday

jia yi,me and sam

myself with jia yi.

me and sam

self-proclaim no school.
yes! i ponned school. i know it's quite shocking. but ya .face the reality. i ponned school.it's quite stupid that you are travilling all the way to school just to watch a two hour concert when it's the same as the time taken to travel. mum said that i made her sound like a liar for that day. cos i told her that in any case that anyone ask,just say that i am sick. lol!

went back to peicai.
many familiar faces.(everyone changed!)
old memories returned.
was quite sianz.cos ms kang and madam tan wasn't in school.so the whole lot of us left.

met up with clique(except adeline and yilin) to ....*cannot say*
was fun.and li wen told us that she saw this couple in cathy making love! OMG! wTH . zhe and laughed that it's because the show was boring. but how can a starwar movie makes one high?

3oth august 2008,saturday.

the food makes me look old!

myself with jenn

ooo! jenn is kissing me! haha!

met up with Jennifer in the morning to buy her leotard.and yes she got her leotard.
while waiting for her to try the leotards,i walked around d shops and i saw this pair of pointe shoes. and i am tempted to but another pointe shoe! ok. i know i still have my first pointe shoe at home and it's untouched. it cost a bomb. it cost 70 bucks! the good thing is that,my mum doesn't know. :D

dine in at pasta mania.
the food was...let the picture explains ba!
went to sentosa after that.
the queue to buy the entry card is seriously long.but cos we were talking...so it's alright.

sentosa was really fun!
had a fun time there.
when all of us were in the water,we actually played true or dare!
i obviously choose true.and everyone asked about....argh..!!!XL! haiz.

went in to the shelter when it was raining.it was like survivor,we passed around the bread and tuna cans. but it was really fun!

had a really enjoyable time at sentosa!
thanks guys!

31th august 2008,Sunday

dance dance dance,and did nothing else.

01 august 2008,monday.

i sear that jasmine is really lunatic about this *JC(wtF) guy who was studying beside us. her eyes were glued to him all the time even when i was talking to her. i ended up repeating myself.

rehearsal at night was scary.cai lao shi was there.
gave her the flowers.
hope she likes it.
:D

02 august 2008,tuesday.

met up with liwen.had breakfast at BK! wee~ maths lecture was quite unproductive.cos i was munching on my wang wang and was sms-ing twin.plus liwen and i was talking about...haha!the two maths pro!lol.

we went bugis to search for...(liwen and i agreed that we will only post this on friday.so ya.wait for friday's entry. will i even blog on friday?)

rehearsal was scary too.
cai lao shi is there!
lalala~

2008-09-03T21:49:00.003+08:00

Extractions from LIwen's blog:

(1)[Sep. 3rd, 2008|06:18 pm]

".....Woke up pretty early today just to meet lky to go to school together. I was ready to leave the house but i think i'll still be 5 to 10 mins late, so i texted her. The reply came back with " I just woke up. " She's such a pig i tell you, prolly too much activities she had the night before with her chinaboy. Anyway,i still end up in meeting her late at boonkeng. Trip to school was way too sleepy, all i wanted to do was to look for a seat and sleeep. Yeah,lky was making so much noise as usual. Everyone in the train were so quiet except her! Tsktsk. After much efforts, we finally reached bukitbatok! Burger King breakfast was good. Went to shop 'n' save to get junks and my strepsils. Losing my voice soon babeh, how to sing this friday!

Maths lecture was boring. I swear nothing got through my brain for the 3hours. Half the time, lky was eating the wangwang she bought and it was really distracting. The other half of the time was spent laughing at people. Okay, this is bad! I travelled all the way to school to do stupid things. Hahaha. The torturous lecture ended and we went to bugis. Slept on the train again :) Woke up to find that there is a pregnant lady standing in front of me. Okay, i swear i didnt do it on purpose. I was real sleeepy and i didnt know she walked in. But anyway, she got my seat after i alighted. Walked around in search of a place, think we spent quite a lot of time searching for that place. It's all worth it though :) Hard work man. I think we both suck at directions. Went to food junction and have our lunch. Kimchi fried rice! Hahaha. Think it's my second or third time eating that within a week already........"

1. EEEk! no please. i seriously don't like him(chinaboy).i have someone else in mind...*ahem. you know who.shall not elaborate it here.
2.i am always noisey,in whatever circumstances.
3,and yes.she's hinting everyone to buy wang wang for me. cos wang wang rox!
4.girl,you didn't waste your time by travelling all the way to school. cos you get to see me! and and we got to talk about your cousin(1-0-1). :D
BTW, you are 10 SG(monopoly) bucks richer!while i am 10 SG(monopoly) bucks poorer. :(

(2)[Aug. 29th, 2008|10:33 pm]
"....Received a call from weiqi in the middle of the show. Turns out that nobody told him the new venue :/ Ran all the way to orchard mrt with bobby. Okay,we didnt exactly run but he was walking so so so fast,like running lur. Met up with kaiyuan,weiqi and zhean. They say i fake run down from the escalator. LIKE HELLO? I was panting and sweating. Hahaha. Okay,my bad. I kept changing the venue and time. Pretty fun although our topic seems to always evolve around those few people. They're just too entertaining. We were too lazy to walk down to plaza sing,so we took a bus :) walked around and i saw zixuan&all again. Kaiyuan was being lame and she waved to them. Only xueen bothered to wave back. Next time dont wave back to that crazy kaiyuan okay :) Dinner at mos was good. Went off first cos i want to go home with xueen :)...."

liwen,yes i agree to what zhe an said.you fake run down from the escalator.you admitted it in the previous sentence. lalalala~
btw,who says that i am lame?
i have got legs!
i can dance,walk,run properly. :D
and it was so nice of me to wave at your friend.i bet she is there wandering why is your friend so friendly unlike you. haha! :D

2008-08-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

an extraction from liwen's blog,

"Recess was good. Sat around with the usuals with pavan and haidah. Power of the monkshillians. Hahaha. Goodness,we were discussing about sick stuff yeah. Fun though. Went to jurong east lib to study with kaiyuan after school. Cookies & cream moo.. milkshake was good. Not that i want to mention moo purposely or what,but there is realy a moo there. Did maths. I finally finish my assignments. I love differenciation and functions! Did mob and we went to town. Bounced like crazy,i'm referring to the train. Got a pretty notebook from paperchase and one MI blouse from BIBI&BABA! Haha. And yep,i bumped into erqing again. Singapore is tiny i tell you. Kaiyuan is like super high whole day long lur. She needs to learn how to control herself :) Teehee. Walked down to plaza sing and i was damn shag already. For the fact that i only slept five plus hours and i was having a tummyache. Haha. Came home in time for my 9pm show :) ....."

looks like the person who really need to learn how to practice self-discipline is no one but myself.
haiz. and i just found out that being high is also part of my genes. :D

after looking at the calendar,i realised that promos are just weeks away.yes weeks.
and yet i am still taking each passing day as nothing.
i do not even show any sense of urgency

what exactly happened to me?
where are the motivation i used to have?

to tell you the truth,
i have lost the motivation to study.
i have lost the motivation to even clear my doubts(with the teachers).
and worst still,
i lost the motivation to dance.
serious.
for every second in dance,you can see me looking at the clock and swearing why isn't it moving.
if you were to ask me now whether do i like dancing?
i will be frank and tell you a no.
i am kind of sick of it.

probably that's my sianz season.
well,no matter what,
kaiyuan you better mug for your promos!
time are running short!
jia you kaiyuan!
you can do it!
:D

2008-08-22T00:19:00.002+08:00

screwed maths.
screwed accounts.
screwed Management of business.
screwed Economics.
screwed Chinese.
screwed General paper.

...

screwed my life.

will blog more tomorrow,i promise.
am now too tired as i had been screwing for far too much.

nights,people.

2008-08-20T23:01:00.006+08:00

weee~ it's Wednesday again!

here's something i saw from liwen's blog:

"...Went to the canteen handicap toilet to change up after pe with kaiyuan. The moment we walked in,the cigarette smoke smell was damn strong. Yet,i told her not to bother and we shall just quick quick change up. We were busy touching each other. Kidding! Yep,the moment we left the toilet,the smell on us were damn damn strong okay. And the mr ivan lim was just near by lur! Imagine us fancy getting caught for smoking by the dm when we didnt. hahaha. Attempted to make ourselves smell nicer by spraying hell loads of deodorant. Failed,so we walked around the rest of the day with that smell....."

she seriously made me sound like a lesbian.
though she might be my self proclaim lesbian partner,but that was out of mischief and to provoke..*ahem. lol.

but true enough,i smelled like a smoker.
moo moo was kind of sabotaging liwen and i when we were in the hall...saying it real loud that both of us were smoking and that's why we smelt like a lighted cigarette.
-.-

dance was haha!
was scolded thrice for being too balletic!
and i was smiling away.(infront of the teacher someone.)

oh.that's me.smiling/laughing at every single (un)funny things.
but it was really that funny.you should see zhang lao shi's face.
he was controlling himself!
he was also having the urge to laugh .

but oh well.
he's seriously anti-ballet.
he said that ballet is bull shit and boring(claims that he sleeps at every ballet concert that he attended)
and i also have the urge to tell him to tell that to cai lao shi. lol.

dinner was fun.
the whole lot of us - may(twin),limei,jennifer,yi lin,bryan,"Tv addict"(he called me a rubbish bin cos i called him a Tv addict and claimed that whatever that comes out from my mouth are rubbish,oh whatever.lol.),and this B1 guy who i have forgotten his name,opps!-went for dinner.it was fun!yea! and i ate something else today! no more ban mian(i'm sick of it!). i had duck rice! not bad sia.

btw,i still can't get over moo moo's lame-ness!
goodness!
last Friday,during the economics,he actually imitated me!ARGH!!!
he went like that
"hi everyone,i am kaiyuan,your game mistress(do some dance pose). you have 45 minutes for the four stations(do some retarded pose like a clock.)...."
and for every 15 mins,he kept do some stupid clock pose.
it's ok.if you don't get what i'm trying to say.
it's either that you ain't like me,able to visualize things well,or you are TOO SLOW!
AHAHAHAHA!

ok.got to stop here.
have got to do my Chinese project.oh freak.
hate it.

ciao.

PS: favourite sentence for the day "yeah!let's go up hall for SEX-xuality education i mean..."
:D lame as usual.that's part of my genes. can't be blame.

2008-08-13T20:57:00.004+08:00

it's been a week ever since i last blogged. and probably ages when i blogged about my current life.

to sum up the entire of last week plus this week-Nation day,popeye,K-box,study,eugene's polar bear and NO dance.yes i have not been dancing for one week!yes one week!

today is a day which i seriously enjoyed myself!

MOB-as usual!

P.E-played captain ball!was ultra fun!was the 'goal keeper'(as usual),i seriously can't loving every single one in my team!they were really active and high! btw,ming yang is seriously funny today.he told madam wati that he's Micheal Phelps,he came all the way back from the beijing's Olympic to train for the next game.and will be flying back to obtain his fourth gold medal. the whole class was laughing but sadly ,'Micheal Phelps' have to clear up the area,all the cones and stuff at the end of the lesson. lol.

ECONS- ms ang gave us TJC model answer for some ten years series qn. so it kind if went like this,

ms ang :the reason why i am giving you TJC's answer key is because i know you are as smart as them. (for your information,TJC's cut off point for this year's JAE is 6 points .yes 6 for both science and arts streams! )

pavan (rebutted back):yes!your assumption is absolutely right.

LOL.

ECONS quiz's rehearsal - as usual they were talking and laughing at my laughter.claiming that i am some retard who laugh at everything (including the un-funny ones).they also laughed and asked if this is part of my genes..sound quite ironical!cos they made me sound as if my family are as lunatic as me.woo~! i wonder how will my family dinner would be like if it is as what they said.

haha!

dance-woo.zhang lao shi made me do DOUBLE pirouette on fourth position.but it was too lousy that he decided to train on my single!then, he was kind of pissed cos as a ballet student i can't even do a single turn and stay there.let alone double.lol.

dinner with yong kit and (small) may-was rather fun.we talked quite a lot.and and yong kit is really a fun person! :D

alright. got to bathe(yes i am still in my uniform).
have got maths and accounts test tomorrow!
(small may also told me that maths is easy. it can be slove by the G.C calculator.woo~!)
and management(of business) on Friday!

oh! save me!
jia you kaiyuan!

ciao.

2008-08-04T00:56:00.004+08:00

i know it's kind of out dated to post transcendence photos.but who cares?

i seriously think i look kind of spastic.totally off in everything.hands were flying around like nobody's business and my legs weren't even straight!haiz.

wasn't really much in a good mood today though i was having quite a lot of fun with jasmine tse and hui min after ballet at bugis(and of course the really funny felica at jurong).

when the news of yi zhuang quitting ballet broke out,i was stunned.it was because of her kneel cap.initially the doctor told her that it was due to some muscle.but after visiting a consultation a few days ago,it was known that her veins broke and she have got to undergo an operation ASAP.and she have to stop all physical activities including dancing.

but no matter what,her courage to continue dancing despite having an aching kneel cap seriously amaze me.jia you yi zhang!get well soon!

what is happiness?

2008-07-28T00:40:00.003+08:00

looking at my mid-years result,it's time for me to do some soul searching and to really buck up and have more discipline to study!

i am now struggling so that i will be able to be promoted to year 2.
but i have to constantly remind myself that i am studying not becuase i want to get promoted but to (at least) make it to a local university at the end of my A'level course.[isn't that what i am studying for?]

to be able to qualify for the local universities,it's not a matter of how many A'level passes do i have but the number of As so as to be able to be considered.espcially with all the elite students who have got perfect CCAs records and academic result as my comepetitiors .

so who am i when i stand beside them?

2008-07-27T19:25:00.004+08:00

i want this phone!!!
sony ericission PLi!
glad that my contract is ending in a few weeks time which means i stand a very HIGH chance to purchase this phone!!

WOOO!!!

2008-07-21T00:02:00.003+08:00

argh..!

there's lots of things which i have to do and it had yet to be done!
i am practically wasting every single time on earth.

for instance,on Saturday,after transcendence's rehearsal,i planned to head down to some library and do my revision and give up teaching,but never did i realise that as i woke up late,i forgotten to bring my MP3 along and decided not to go for revision.i actually wasted my time by following mastura to take this super long journey on a bus from boon lay to harbour front. looking back at it,i could actually spend that time to revise my work,but i didn't.

haiz.

i think i really doesn't have the discipline!

on a side note,my talent management portfolio is due next Wednesday!yes next Wednesday!i have yet done much.worst still,i don't even know how to use that sum of money!
at the same time,transcendence performance is on next Saturday!(there goes my teaching,again.)which means there would be a lot of rehearsal and stuff next week.haiz.

last of all promos is coming ...SOON!
ok.got to go and sleep.i am tired plus will be staying back really late tomorrow for nitez study.

ciao.
jia you kaiyuan!

2008-07-18T21:08:00.004+08:00

i am sorry that i have to be selfish this time and to protect myself and hence i left you.

for far too many occasion,you had been betraying me behind me my back-commenting on your own friend and gossiping about me(where half of it ain't true).though i could predict and know what exactly you do,but i choose to be someone who pretends to hear nothing and insist that you are going to change.yet you disappointed me again and yet again.

at many times,people would ask me these question repeatedly "why is she like that?do she know what is respect?,"is gossiping her passion?","eh,you know your good friend is going round to betray you","why is your good friend so selfish?though she might be an A-maths student that doesn't mean that everyone in the class is.don't she have any brains ?why is she asking the teacher to go faster where all the non-A-maths student are struggling?it's just like asking mrs tay to skip one chapter of the account since accounting is known to be an easy subject and i have taken accounts.",etc.

these are the questions that i had been hearing over and over again ever since the term had started.after people had asked,i would just smile to them and tell that people will change for the better.but seems like it isn't this way.

i tried many means and ways to help you to tell you about it.but you also tried many means and ways to protect your pride.i had never given up any hope that you will hope till recently.

after "anon" had tagged my blog.i had done really good soul searching and asked people around me discussing about this issue.should i stand up for my friend(again)?or should i leave her since she never ever acknowledge me as her friend.and the answerS i got was yes i should stop being that naive person and start to protect myself.

she never once treated me as her friend,in fact treated me like a "material".someone that can be use whenever she need help and someone who she can use to attract attention(someone to gossip and betray ).

"spammer" admitted to me,during one of the meal, that (s)he was the one who tagged my blog for the spammer only.
his/her only focus and intention is that since she won't listen to any one's advice,(s)he would tagged my blog to voice up and to let her know that people ain't please about her.but never did (s)he expect that she would push the blame to others and concluded that i was the one who tagged my blog and is utterly disappointed.

to end off this entry,the only thing that i would say is that,i am sorry to be selfish this time and protect myself from you.i am no longer that naive and kind soul that is helping you and convince people to give you the chance because you will change one day.

wish you all the best in the futre ,my friend.

2008-07-08T02:07:00.005+08:00

Saturday

performance day!i think everyone did really well.three cheers to all performers.

before the concert,zhan ke ,ren chao and i was talking outside the holding room.i think it's really nice to talk to them.it brings back all our old memories - the last ignite,the times in the council,his current school,my current school
.
and i also found out something about his new school.dance is actually part of his curriculum!yes!he dance!he know how to pointe his legs!serious!he showed me! he knows how to jump with his legs pointed! ahaha!

anyway,to end off with this day,i would like to thanks all those who supported,encouraged and cheer for me.they are(sorry if i left out your name):dad,mum,grandma,grand aunt,uncle and his family,sijie,yilin,liwen,zhe an,xinyu,xiu xian,adrian,wei qi,chin hong,jason lai,zi hui,ying ting,kelly,jie ying,carol,zelia,zhan ke,dance girls,drama,band,7 man show,back stage crew,ms david,madm komati,ms rachel tan,ms mok,ms chew,lee lao shi .

me and ms david

jason Lai,me,chin hong

first picture with 08B3 and xiu xian

second picture with 08B3 and xiu xian

family <3

sunday

(1)for some unknown reason,i saw the wrong timing by an hour and was late for NAFA's morning class.even cai lao shi was stunned by my super late-ness.cos i am usually early.

(2)for the afternoon class at dancepointe,we did pointe first follow by all the pirouettes and allegro is canvas ballet shoe. after changing from pointe shoe,our first exercise was pirouettes in fifth position and the first step after introduction music is a revele,and some how i used as much force as i use when doing revele en poine (as i have a tendency to look in the mirror when i dance) to my surprise,i saw myself standing on my toes on the ballet shoe! i was stunned for a movement and screamed,before i know anything i dropped to the ground.

monday

nothing special.
as usual,had lunch with sijie.
RAWR!

2008-07-08T00:48:00.004+08:00

FRIDAY

rehearsal was funny.
had rehearsal at the theatre itself.

after changing to my dance attire,when i went back to the theatre,the whole place was really dark.i couldn't see anything and was kicking almost anything.

so while i past by the first row to go to the back,this group of juniors was talking very loudly and betting!

junior one:who's that kicking?
junior two:i know!it's the ballerina!!!yes the ballerina!
junior one:really meh?no la!
junior two:it is!its the ballerina!she's now sitting at the back.want to bet?later when got light we see.

(after a while when there's light)

junior two:see!i told u it's the ballerina!

lol.they are actually betting on a clumsy person.

the finale was cool too!
chen ran is damn funny.
ms mok and i was laughing at him.
ok.i am not bothering to write what happened.cos it won't be funny if i write it here.and i am lazy too.

ok.it's pretty late and i have to go back to school!will post the rest tomorrow.and yes i promise.tomorrow.

2008-07-06T01:10:00.001+08:00

too tired to blog.
will blog tomorrow,i guess.
after settling all the pictures and stuff.

nitez earthling.
:D

2008-07-05T14:21:00.003+08:00

this is cool?

this is cooler. this is the after while the above is before.

decided not to go on pointe for today's performance.
it's solo anyway,so i got the freedom to choose. :D:D

wish me luck.
and a final reminder to all those going for the concert,
do close your eyes once u hear my name,and only open after the music had stopped and clap for me.
(y)

good luck kaiyuan!
ciao.

2008-07-04T00:31:00.005+08:00

today is a nice day!
a rather productive day!

i started to do my GP PW in the morning (and afternoon) follow by going down to stage image to collect my leotard and OKH ballet centre to purchase rosin!

and freak.i just realised that i no longer will have any time to play for the rest of the week,cos i have to spend Friday's morning to do GP and the entire afternoon for rehearsal.Saturday would be performance day!whee! Sunday is the usual hectic day- ballet and ballet.

haiz.

ok.got to go back and do my GP PW!
i shall end off my entry with pictures.:D
before i end off,just to remind all those who are going for the concert on saturday,do close your eyes when the emcees call out my name and only opens it when the music has stopped.haha.

RAWR!

with sijie on the bus from stage image to OKH ballet centre

spastic,i know.

hahas!

she wana kiss me!xin yu save me!

oh gosh!she's just pretending that she have got moustache!

haha.caught u!

super random photo.took in CHIJ during CIP.

took it in pepper lunch while we were waiting for sijie yesterday.ok.that's not important.can you spot the difference other than my hair and smile.

2008-07-02T22:06:00.004+08:00

i seriously can't believe it!
in just one week i am actually watching two movies! yes!they are:

get smart

wanted

frankly speaking,i prefer get smart as compared to wanted.
i was seriously disgusted by all the blood splashing scenes from wanted,but the plot is really nice!serious!
like what si jie said "no wander this is rated NC-16".hahas.but the guys insisted that this is really a nice show because of all the fighting scenes,but i think it's because they got to see Angelina Jolie's butt.AHAHA.oops!

i am currently having my post-mid years break.i am really happy at what i have done so far,teaching(ballet),shopping,movies screening plus meet ups for project work!this is simply awesome!so relaxing so carefree.

this week is a great time for me to recharge my battery so that i will be able to have the energy for my super busy curriculum cos my mundane life is seriously turning me nuts.with all the projects,tests,dance classes,rehearsals,performances!

anyway,after much thoughts, decided to give up the SDT's (Singapore dance theatre) ballet under the stars voluntary work as the timing are not just right and the year end nutcracker's ballet concert.cos to go for nutcracker's performance,i have to give up the Hong Kong study dance tour (opportunity cost). there's no reason why i would give up the study dance tour!cos it's a really good opportunities where i might be able to meet many renowned dancers and choreographers!and i believe that the study dance trip would definitely be an eye-opener for me.at least i am not that Singapore minded,only knowing what's happening here.ya.

alright.have to get back to do my PW stuff.
ciao.

2008-06-27T01:18:00.002+08:00

wee!!tomorrow's (or rather today) the last paper for mid-years!
but crap,the school just wouldn't spare us !
GP project work is due on term 3 week 3!
in other words after the mid-years.yes.this also means that my exams end early.will laugh all the arts and science and probably some commerce students. AHAHAHA.
and i will spend my next week post-exam holiday to do GP PW.haiz.

for the past 2 days,mid years was like a joke!i almost died from laughing .

Chinese paper:

after the teachers had collected the papers,while the teachers were counting the scripts,the entire cohort was really noisy.
so this Chinese teacher went up with the intention to ask us to keep quiet.

teacher:is this your first time taking an exam?
cohort:YEEEEEESSSSSSSSSS!
(pause a few secs)
(entire cohort laughed)

the teachers was really pissed with us.HaHaS!
of course we know that we ain't suppose to talk even when the teachers are counting the scripts,but Chinese made us so excited!lol.and on a side note, the hall was really cold.despite wearing my jacket,i was still freezing.

maths paper:

oh that was kind of crap.

"the teachers doesn't have any sense of urgency" quoted from yiling.true enough they doesn't!

the paper was supposed to start at 1.00pm.yes 1.00pm.as examinees,it's obvious that we have to be there at least 15 minutes earlier to check the paper and stuff.and know what?at 12.45pm the teachers were still taking their own sweet time putting the papers on the tables.only at 1.10pm they have done whatever they are supposed to do and allow us in the hall.

and and i almost died from laughing at the teacher's pronunciation and actions.hahas!

"please check that you have three things.

(hand raised up with one finger )firstly,your fool scape paper
(hand raised up with peace sign and moving up and down,left and right)secondly,your question paper
(hand raised up with three fingers )lastly,your formula sheet. "

i was laughing at both the peace action and his formula.the peace action was like as though he was going for some concert.AHAHAHA!you should see what he did!it's so OMG!

and his formula pronunciation was really funny!
we pronounce it as for-mu-le ,right?
he pronounced it as for-mu-la!

and everyone was laughing at that LA!FORMULA!
xinyu who sat behind me kept repeating the word FORMULA while we were waiting for the paper to start!AHAHA!FORMULA!FORMULA!FORMULA!

there's also this really funny thing this teacher said.
as he was standing in the middle and the clocks were at the side,it's obvious that from where he stands and when he looks at the clocks,there would be parallax error.

but the funny thing is that he actually speak into the mike and asked this "what is the time now arh?1.15 or 19?"

i laughed.everyone doesn't know why .but look at it in this way.it's really funny.cos yes,there is parallax error it's ok,if he clarifies the time or he sees the wrong time,but 1.15 and 1.19?!there's quite a big of difference!

AHAHAHA!

anyway,enough of all the nonsensical stuff.
true enough i screwed up my papers.
i even screwed up Chinese.serious.
though i was told that Chinese paper 2 is one and a half hour,but for some unknown reason while i was doing the paper,i thought it is the same as the higher Chinese-2 hour.
so i did it really really slowly,and decided to leave half an hour for summary.but crap,when the teacher was reminding us that we are left with 15 minutes,i was totally stunned and luckily i was only left with summary.so i chiong-ed.in the end,i didn't even know what i was writting.but before i could make any amendments,the time was up!WTH!

econs was a screwed up too!
this is the second time that i didn't managed to finish doing my paper!
i assumed that i have a lot of time.and wrote it at quite a relatively slow speed!
and i overwrite ,i think.
for the case study,i actually wrote three-quarter page for a two mark question!
haiz.

maths is another total screwed up.
serious.
this year's was so so so so much much much more difficult than last year's.
i hate you graphs,conics and LOG!!
you are so diffcult to solve!
argh..!

ok.like what madam siti's daughter once said "mummy,my teacher once said that once the exam is over,we should not talk about it".

anw,it's pretty late.
got to sleep.
have got ignite follow by pointe tomorrow!

and whee!my exams is going to be over in less than 9 hours!

*laughing at all the science,Arts and the rest of the commerce students*

2008-06-25T00:40:00.003+08:00

i am prepared!i am prepared to screw up econ and maths tomorrow.may be not maths.cos just now after doing all the revision exercises,i did last year's maths paper and i know how to do every single question and i kind of got it all right(only after i checked the answer and made amendments)but i still got it right.for once i love logs!maths,you rockS!(if only tomorrow's paper is that easy)

i seriously is going to screw econos tomorrow.serious.i am like still stuck with the topic on demand and supply and have yet touch the previous topics!oh freak!i think that econs is insanely weired.demand seems common sense while supply seems like some chimilogy stuff where i will never get to understand.haiz.probabaly i am not gifted in econs.

oh wait.no!the teacher said that i am!during one of the econs sample lecture,the first question the teacher asked was "when you goes to the supermarket,would you buy a product with a better brand and is much more expensive or a cheap and brand-less product?"every one answer was either the expensive or cheap one,suddenly i shouted out "depends!" and she said that econ is suitable for me!

but i think she kind of saw the wrong thing i me.look at me,how can i be?
oh whatever.

ok.cut the crap,have to sleep.
cos i need ample of sleep to have the energy to screw tomorrow's paper.
:D

2008-06-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

i remember last year during one of the accounts lesson ,back in peicai,mr lim showed us a news paper article regarding the realize of A'level results.

there was this page which reported about over-achievers grieving over thieir 4As. on the other hand,there is this boy who topped his JC(he came from a neighbourhood JC) smiling and showing a peace sign and he only got 2As.

true enough,at that time i was laughing at those over-achievers.i thought that as so long as you know that you had done your best,that's something which you should be proud of,you shouldn't let your grade over take you.

however,i was really wrong by that naive mindset.Espicalliay when i am going to seat for my next national exam in about two years time.and i clearly know that no matter what,i have to make it to the universities.
as a pure commerce student,i do not stand as much advantages as compare to the sciences and arts stream students.

i know that my choices are limited,business faculty is one of the few courses which i am eligible.and i am inspire to take up Business Adminstrative in SMU.a few months ago,when my second brother was doing the registration for the universities,he told me that for Business faculty,you need AT LEAST 3As for your H2 to be ELIGIBLE!yes eligible.

so if were to tell you that i am aiming for at least 4As for my A'level,would you call me an over-achiever too?

2008-06-23T11:24:00.003+08:00

"will you one day turn your head and tell me that you do not love me as much as you did yesterday."

a few weeks ago,i had that as my MSN nick.i had many responses saying how Emo am i,etc.to clarify all your doubts,

(1)i DON'T have a boyfriend.so i am not referring to my boyfriend.
(2)i am NOT referring to him.(don't bother to ask who i am referring to ,if you doesn't know who.just take it that he is some jack and Jill)
(3)i am not Emo.i am kaiyuan.

:D

2008-06-18T22:18:00.003+08:00

today is yet another day which kaiyuan have yet done any revision for her MID YEARS!!!and the thing is that MID YEARS STARTS NEXT TUESDAY!
oh what the hell.

ok.i am determine that after blogging this,i will mug my management (management of business,i mean) all the way to dawn!and do every single revision questions that were given!and that's quite a lot,cos an essay takes up two sides of your foolscap paper (and you are not leaving any lines!).so imagine how many questions are there in the revision paper?and how many foolscap's paper are you going to use!gosh!

at many times,i asked myself,what would happens when i actually choose the poly route rather than the A'level's route.i MIGHT be much happier,not to worry about mid-years and how sucky Chinese is(oops!).or may be i would me ranting about how projects and presentation are killing me(since i am already feeling that project work is a nuisance.)

well,i guess it isn't the choice that matters but the person who chooses it is.
no matter where i goes,i would start ranting about it.
if i would think positively about things around me,(like stop cursing the person who invented exams but appreciate the reason for exams.) the place would be a much better place to live in.
but, i just can't help it,that's all human being's weakness.
at very much time,we fail to see the positive side of things instead we stubbornly insists to see the negative side.
don't ask me why.
that's human nature ,i guess.

ok.got to go and mug.
ciao.

2008-06-16T23:20:00.002+08:00

had tom yam steamboat for lunch.that is like so awesome.the best tom yam i had ever eaten!ok.i know i am suppose to be on diet,but when good food is infront of you,what do you do?you eat of course!
:D

on the other hand,yes,i went back school for maths lesson.it was supposed to be some sessions whereby the teachers would go through the difficult questions in the practice paper and follow by consultation,but due to my talent-less and "fantastic memory",i didn't even remember anything about maths,neither do i know how do any questions.thank god!Adrian was beside me giving me simpler questions and taught me steps by steps.thanks man! :D
on a side note,i was pretty lame.despite the teacher teaching infront,whenever i managed to solve a problem by myself,i would go like this (for example) "eh,MAY!i managed to do the question myself!clap for me..(she clapped) yea!!that's so nice of you to clap for me!AHAHAHA(there goes my UNIQUE laughter. :D)

anyway for the past few weeks,i had been always hearing the same remarks over and over again.
"she's a B****";"i hate her face";"she's..."

i know that she gossips around saying on how irritating(am i?),how much i flirts(oh.haha!am i too?for your information,my neighbour's dog died from my lame-ness and laughter!),how lousy my dance is(oh.i agree.i just can't do 8 turns in one time.ok that was lame).
today,the whole group of us were talking about her.
(ok.i admit,kaiyuan is one evil bitch too!she gossiped!)

many of them actually asked me to ignore her and leave her alone so that she will know how's her relationship with others or rather what do others think of her.to be honest,i don't think i would do that.i think that no matter how much you hate the person or whatever the person had ever done,there's no reason why must you hate her or do anything that harm her/him.

all of us are human beings.we makes mistakes.the reasons why friends,teachers,relatives and family members are around us are to guide us and to teach what's the difference between the rights and wrongs.at the same time,they are people who corrects us whenever we are wrong(and of course people who encourages us to run that extra mile when we are breathless.)so i would urge everyone to forgive and forget.everyone are ought to be given a second chance.

so let's us all give her a second chance,alright?
:D

2008-06-15T13:35:00.002+08:00

watched continuum yesterday.it was awesome.
i was really fascinated by the 180 degree grand battements(kicks) and grang jette(split jump) and they were ALL on pointe!yes on pointe!!oh my!

i am now really inspired to train my pointe .
a few weeks ago,during ignite rehearsal,viennne asked me where's my pointe shoe,she's obviously expecting me to go on pointe.true enough,people at my age should be wearing pointe shoe and perform.sadly,i had bot been training hard in my pointe.lol.

alright,will have to prepare for ballet class.
ciao.

2008-06-12T23:30:00.004+08:00

if you were to give me the time,i might be like one of them.

jazz exam is over!
am i suppose to be happy or something?

i totally screwed it up!
seroius.all the turns and stuff.and what the hell,i didn't even make any eye contact to the examiner.ok.this is my very very first time dancing in my own world,my heart wasn't even in the examination room.
goodness!

everything just didn't went right today.
especially my bun.
everything just went off.the hair clips one by one dropped.so when i was doing all my turns ,kicks and stuff,the clips were like flying around.at that moment,i thought
the studio was raining.

everyone in the examination room laughed really loud as if there's no tomorrow(including me but i just giggled).
the examiner didn't know what to do so she asked everyone to face the wall when the others are doing their routines.
and that reminded me the last time the examiner asked the examinees to face the wall was when i was teaching in kavanagh and was doing music for the lower grade girls.cos they were laughing and talking really loudly during the exam.

ok.so that's jazz.
after the exam when all of us were at the office,i went up to miss foo and told her that i would like to request to do solo next year.cos no one would know what really happened in the examination room except the examiner,person playing the music and I. :D

let's not talk anout jazz.today is just not my day.

anw,kaiyuan is really going to turn insane soon!
she had not been really studying ever since the start of the school holidays apart from monday with sijie.
i seriously realized that it's not because of my long dancing hours that is limiting my mugging hours but my lack of motivation.for far too many occassion,i found myself doing many many many unproductive things.i can be stoning at the blank ceiling for a couple of hours and practically doing nothing.

mug kaiyuan mug!

if you are wandering what music you are listening to all these while, it's the music for transcendence:
Opera 2 - Vitas

2008-06-07T00:02:00.003+08:00

you jump,i don't jump.

had a really really nice time in NUS today.
the two teams from 08B3 are all really really lame and fun!
hahas.

especially our very own pinky,aqidah.
after getting off the bus while walking to the lecture theatre,Eugene took out this money sense book and asked if we had seen it before.
pinky's reply was "ya.now."
i almost died from walking and laughing at the same time.lol.

during the last part of the seminar,the organizer flashed some sample Question that would be in our competition.
the qn was about whether do the group know about which economist ever said that phrase or sentence.

so i thoughtof this really lame scenario .
hence,i told the rest to imagine if this happens during the competition day itself.

host :(the phrase)who is the economist who said that phrase?
team member one:kenny lee you ran.
host:huh?who is kenny?
team member one:(pointing to kenny who is beside him)
kenny:(says the phrase)

okok.it's kind of lame.lol.
i almost died from laughing at my own lame-ness!
ahahahaha!

ok.i am tired.
i just had whisky.
oops!

i kind of had it by accident?
serious.
i was hungry(didn't ate my dinner),so i went down hoping to find some chocolate or something.but i took the whisky one by mistake.hahas.

ciao

2008-06-05T01:07:00.005+08:00

looking back at what i had done these three days,i realized i did absolutely nothing but dancing and dancing.
my life had been revolting with ballet,jazz,modern and ballet,jazz,modern and ballet,jazz,modern.

and sooner or later,someone will come up to me and tell me to get a life.
ok.wait.someone had already told me to get a life.hahas.

on the other hand,i just realized that after liwen had left (NAFA) and besides this girl in advance year 2 (whom i can't remember her name,opps!) i am like one of the oldest in nafa's school of young talent,junior dance - ballet department.oh gosh!i seriously didn't notice i am that old (erm..mature i mean).ok.but whatever.i am forever 16. :D

and i still remeber what the cai lao shi's saturday class did to me last wednesday when i was on my way to studio and when they were going out of school.one of them actually tried to reach my head and said that i am cute(she meant the adorable part,not the ugly part. :D:D:D).erm...cos i did that to them during 2006 blossoming.they were really really cute.back then,they were only pri 5 and when we stood together,they were barely at my shoulder.and to think of how much they grew...like wow!some are even taller than me!(this doesn't means that i am short,ok :D)

haiz.kids these days gets a lot of nutrients.

anyway,during transcendence rehearsal today,i managed to do 2 pirouette on de don with frapelle!!MUAHAHA!

so during break,shawn and i was kind of talking.and our conversation went like this,

me:cai lao shi always says that my turn out are really lousy.
him:i know i can see it.
me:erm..can you don't be straight forward?

hahas.that's so WTH!
then he also suggested that i should do modern dance instead and go to overseas to dance or something just don't stay in singapore to dance.

i seriously agree with him.i am definitely not able to make it to do profession in ballet.and i bet that IF(for some unknown reason) i were to be a ballerina or something,i would die from it.cos ballet is just too strict.i can't stand it.
but in the first place,am i going to do dance?

ok.i am tired and my back hurts.
shall blog another time.

nitez and smile.
:D

2008-06-04T01:51:00.007+08:00

26th may 2008 (Monday)
SEL camp day one was so fun that i actually poned rehearsal so that i could stay for team building.

one of the game we played was some crossing thingy,and i was the theif.haha.look at what i am being described.lol.

haha.ok.that's so WtH.i know. :D

27th May (Tuesday)

was really really excited about the SEL personality profiling session!

while i was waiting for the rest and taking attendance,i was talking to Bee Hui about the profiling we did in PCS SC sec 3 camp.and i was like erm..no matter how talkative you are,all the results will shows that you are talkative.Bee hui then said that it's only referring to me.hahas.

true enough ,the results stated that i am talkative.my extrovert level was 9.5/10!LOL!i think they are exaggerating or something.and the rest also agreed that i am one such person that when i attend a party,i will go around and starts talking to everyone and at the end of the day,i would know everyone single one including the host's dog.MUAHAHAHA!

besides,the data also said that i am a potential minister!ahahaha!
woo!i am a potential minister!ahahahaha!!lalalala~!!!!

28th May 2008 (Wednesday)

unexpectedly,movie editing workshop turned out really really fun.everyone there is really nice and funny!haha!

and i was sabo-ed by both weichong and christina to be the actress for the sample video.argh..!!!but frankly speaking weichong is a really really good camera man.even the trainer also said that.and he said that i am good actress!!!ahahahaha!i am a good actress!!!ahahahaha!!!

29th May 2008(Thursday)

did nothing but rotted at home and later went for rehearsals.

30th May 2008(Friday)

i decided to pon both leadership workshop and NAFA's rehearsal to go for ignite rehearsal.the rehearsal didn't turn out as nice as i expected...that's so what the hell.ok never mind,shan't not talk about it.
argh...!

31st may 2008(saturday)

had makukar mass rehearsal.cai lao shi praised me infront of ALL te little kids!!aahahahaha!she said that i am really outstanding cos i have really good showmanship!ahahahahahahahahaha!!!
but probably no techniques?

01 june 2008(Sunday)

had mass rehearsal with the chinese dance department.
just didn't really like this year's production.i still prefer blossoming.
cos wei wei lao shi is around?hahahs.

02 june 2008(Monday)

was excused from econs and transcendence to go for NAFA's last rehearsal(for this holiday)!
true enough,before rehearsal when all of us gather,cai lao shi compared us (ballet department) wit the chinese dance department.
haha.

then,later on,hui min,yi zhuang,xin min and i went to eat.we wanted to eat long john but for some unknown reason,we ate KFC in the end.but xin min and yi zhuang went off for school and ended up that huimin and i went for shopping instead.

hui min said that after talking to me,she feel very inspired to be a dancer.on top of that,when i first came to NAFA,she thought that i came from some Australia ballet school ,AHAHAHAHA!
then later,we talked about liwen.haiz.it's kind of pity that she stopped ballet cos she goes clubbing every saturday night and couldn't wakes up for ballet.besides,she also lost intrest in ballet.
haiz.it's really really really pity.cos she have got the tiao jian.cai lao shi once said that she can ballet for a month and she still can do 180 degree kicks ,splits,and stuff.that's so ponOMG!

but frankly speaking,when you go on to major grade,you would feel really really sianz.cos you will feel very restricted.you cannot do this and that.
that's why i really wonder,how horrible life will be when we are promoted to Advance year 2 next year.hahas.

2008-05-22T22:44:00.002+08:00

glad that all the CIP stuff are over!
phew!
(will upload the photos some other time.) :D

after CIP,the whole lot of us decided to go orchard.
while waiting for the bus,we were laughing at doing the MI cheer, targeting at the "CJC-ian" who are in orchard. i almost died from laughing at it.haha.
all of us travelled all the way from serangoon to orchard(or rather somerset mrt station).

in the end,we splited into half.half of us went to K-Box and the other half went to catch a movie.
and of cos i went to K-Box.(not because i wanted to sing,and make it rain or something,but that i because i missed the last session when they went the K-box and i had some poster and EXTRA chinese lesson to attend.)

K-Box was really really fun.all of us had a great time there.singing our hearts out.
:D

Anw,yesterday after class,ms foo drove me home.so we kind of talked about the ballet exam ,which one of the teachers in kavanagh told me, which is held in tampiness where these group of grade 1 girls went in and all four failed.yes grade 1 and all failed.shocking ,huh.
cos normally people would think that they are just grade 1 and for you to fail grade is near impossible,unless u r super super super lousy(which no one have the potential to).

so this can explains why i am very strict to my students.
ya.so what if ballet is meant to be a kind of leisure to you?
at the end of the day,you are taking the exam.you have to be at a certain standard,not always aiming for a pass,right?

ok.enough all the blogging and stuff.
i'm going back to do my accounts.(having consultation tomorrow).
and have got to mug my MOB later.there's some kind of mock exam tomorrow.

ciao.

2008-05-19T17:03:00.003+08:00

at 5pm,before the whole even started..

the cheerleaders getting ready for the march in.

the march in..

after the whole event .and i saw Susie!!!

rubbish left

don't ask me why was i really high on the track and field meet.

and i swear that i didn't eat chocolate before or during the event.

haha.

ciao

2008-05-15T23:20:00.003+08:00

school is seriously turning the students crazy.
and yes!tomorrow is the start of the mid-year exam.
and it's GP!

anyway,i am praying for more time!
life would be much much nicer if there's 25 hrs/day.
lol.

ok.things that i have to do:
(1)3 identical statistic display.deadline:16 MAY
(2)2 house banner for tomorrow's track and field meet!
(3)mug for Tuesday maths test!

on the other hand,i more or less got my time-table for the first two week of holidays.it's really really hectic.i just wonder how am i going to study for my rest of the subjects.exams are like directly after the holidays?
oh ya.this reminds me that the teachers had yet given us the time-table for mid-yr!!!

ok.it's pretty late.
better catch some sleep before i write craps on the exams script.
wish me luck. :D

PS:i am having extra Chinese class after my paper tomorrow!!!oh.WTH

2008-05-05T23:00:00.002+08:00

i am seriously amaze on how some teachers plan the students schedule.

ya.every single thing that went wrong is because of the student.just because you have got poor attendance for the workshop,it's the student's fault.have you ever thought what went wrong?or who was actually at fault for this whole thing?

firstly,you yourself should know that Friday is an official CCA day.on top of that we 're having our heats and Institute day rehearsal.i fail to see any reason why you shouldn't be aware of that.and you don't just inform us a few days ago about the details of the workshop,and expect us to find a replacement in just that few days.

secondly,when the registration form for the workshop was given,what did you say?you said that indicate IF YOU THINK YOU NEED THE WORKSHOP.hello.saw it?you said indicate if we think we need the workshop.you didn't provide the date and timing and stuff.ya.we were interested. and would want to attend those workshops.being interested and being able to make it for the workshop is two different thing.
i can be interested in everything,but i might not have the time to go for every single thing.

and i just can't understand this logic.
why can't you arrange it on a Saturday or something?
so what is your reason again?
oh.students live too far and will complain.
that's only an excuse.having students to complain for coming back on Saturday is much much better than having students not being able to make it for the workshop.

plus,when two of my group members came and told you on the first workshop that we won't be able to make it for the rest of the session,what did one of the you said?you were "yayayaya..okok"you didn't even notice who couldn't make it or tell us how to solve this problem.so if you don't even care,what's the use of us caring?

ok.enough of all the ranting.
for the entire day today,i had been ranting to every single one i see in school.
cos it seriously piss me off.
btw,i have to write a letter of explanation why i din't attend the workshop.

haiz.

school is seriously turning me crazy.

just today,i did my 2.4km (15 mins plus..i did worst then last years' by 2 mins!!!),received my first GP test,was scolded for forgetting to do my econs homework and stayed in school till 7pm for rehearsal.
and i am going to expect much much more things ahead-second GP test tomorrow,5 stations on Wednesday,business test on Friday.on top of that,i have to stay back everyday till 7pm for rehearsal!
to make things worse,my dance break would end this Saturday!

argh..!

2008-04-30T00:32:00.005+08:00

just this week,

kaiyuan have been a really naughty girl doing nonsensical stuff.

just yesterday,as my group did really fast for the presentation,everyone started crowding my laptop and play the webcam to take PHOTO!

yes.we took photos,and that seriously piss madam Siti off.she called my out my name repeatedly.obviously she knows what we are doing.isn't that obvious?

eventually we went to apologise to her.

anw,the photos are:

look at the snow!!it covered my face!argh..!!!

ok.that's all the fun we had.

by the way,guess what!
i passed my maths test!serious!i did better than i expected!
i got 10/15.i was actually targeting probably a 7 or 8.
cos practically i had been struggling maths all these while and the teachers teaches like a bullet train and she never waits for you.if you don't get it,you have to sort it out yourself when you're at home,if you still can't get it,you have to arrange your own consultation.ya.(so i kind of appreciate ms kang's speed.slow and steady)

ok.so jia you kaiyuan for your next few test!
:D

and MUG KAIYUAN MUG!!!

2008-04-25T00:56:00.002+08:00

I'm short-listed for the talent management programme!
i am having an interview this Saturday at 10.20 AM!
frankly speaking,i am now having thoughts of backing up.
but,i know i'm really lucky to get short-listed.there are people who didn't.

haha.well,wish me luck then. :D

i think i'm seriously very lame today during IRP period.(i am always lame,ain't i?)
i told the class this
"i understand that this is the season where most of you are going for your A'division.
and i also understand that you might need to leave early to prepare for the competitions.hence,i would really appreciate that you could tell either wei liang or i that you are leaving.or else,when we could not find you,we will start searching you as if we are searching for Mas Selamat.ok?thank you."

then after mentioning about the Mas Selamat,basirah showed me a L sign.lamer sign la.lol!

by the way,i would really like to thanks the class for your effort in the CIP.i think all you did really well for the audition today.i seriously hope that both team would make it to the top 5.(and probably my team will not need be the ones that are selected to present for the school next Wednesday.)

lol.

ok.it had been a tiring day.
will end here.
nitez and smile.

2008-04-21T01:06:00.002+08:00

it had been really really long when i actually blog and update my daily routine.ok.i will just round up what happen this two weeks.
:D

i am really glad that xu jie lao shi actually changed the whole choreography on Friday(18 april).cos it meant that i no longer need to do back flip.wohoo!i seriously cannot do back flips (by my own despite having the guys helping me )serious.and xu jie lao shi (or rather Shawn) didn't even tell me that i was suppose to do a back flip.he just asked me to do a back bend,and before i know anything,he lifted my right leg and i did a black flip!on top of that i think Samuel and hairial are really really nice.they didn't mind staying back on Wednesday to practise the back flip with me,though i kept laughing.. :D
really glad that i have got really nice dance mates. :D

my ballet exam are over.and today cai lao shi actually asked me how was it.and i told her that i have got lots of solo.and guess what cai lao shi said ,she said that she have the confident that i would be able to do well,cos i have got really good showmanship.(but my techniques are really horrible.serious)hahas.
ok.so my ballet exam is over.which means I've got 3 weeks of break before my jazz class starts. D:
honey moon period is over.Ms lin kaiyuan,it's time for you to start mugging!
i had realized that i had not been touching my books for ages and this is simply worrying me!
OK.i will plan my time table and from tomorrow onwards and i will mug and mug!

last thursday,i handed in my talent management programme application form.frankly speaking i had been considering about this talent management programme ever since the first time they introduced during the orientation.and i had been thinking all this while on whether should i apply for it.cos i jolly well know that my main motive at the end of this three year is not how many opportunities i get in dance or other aspects but rather my A'level and getting into a uni.
well,i will see how things go.besides handing in application form doesn't mean that my application is sucessful.ya.hope to hear good news(i guess).

ok.kind of tired now.will catch be sleeping now.nitez people.
D:

2008-04-20T00:19:00.003+08:00

O8B3:

(1)those who have yet pay up for your PE t-shirt please do so by MONDAY yes Monday.then,when all of us pay up,we could then be able to collect it.in the meantime,please wear your camp t-shirt for Monday's PE lesson.

(2)please stay back on Tuesday(if you really really really have nothing on) to do the CIP as the CIP audition is on this Thursday.i know that we are suppose to use Wednesday's home tutor period to do our CIP,but i am afraid that it might be used to do some other stuff,and even if we do get the opportunity to do it,we won't have enough time to complete it on wednesday.
your attendance is greatly appreciated.

(3)there's a GP timed-assignment on Monday.

(4) remember to complete the business environment by Monday.cos we might need to do the presentation on monday.

For more information,do check up the class website.
if you have any enquires,do call/text me.(my number is at the class website) :D

2008-04-16T00:04:00.002+08:00

would really like to thank all the debtors who had put in all your heart and soul in the debate and fought all the way.you guys really made us proud.

ya.so you guys are truly winners no matter what.(and i seriously hope that you guys will make it to the top 4.lets hope that we do. :D)
(don't ask me how i know the results.my favourite phrase "when you are clever you just don't understand why do u know so many things. :D)
three cheers for you people.

on the other hand,please lend your supports to the other classmates who are representing o8B3 in the other competitions.for all those who have yet sign up for any competitions,i seriously hope that you guys would take the initiative to take part in the next few competitions.

08B3 is NOT just that few people who are always out there making a difference. rather it's a class,a class of 31 individual who are able to make a difference as one whole lot.
frankly speaking,for the whole year ,we would be expecting more competitions to come on..but I would rather lose the competitions with a class that never gave up, than win with a class which had no team spirit. Champions are not champions because they win the title. Champions are champions because they fight on till the very end, they thrive under pressure, they play as a team. It doesn't matter so much whether we win the championship a not.

2008-04-10T00:06:00.003+08:00

they called me a dangerous Aileen cos I'm flexible.

-.-

2008-04-08T22:54:00.002+08:00

08B3!!

there's photo-taking tomorrow 2.00pm outside the art gallery.
Please DO NOT be late and absent from school.

if you are planning to be absent for school tomorrow ,
please do so only after 2.00pm (After your photo-taking)
:D

thanks.

2008-04-06T02:20:00.003+08:00

i think i had been cursed or something for this week.
there's sure something bad that will happen to me everyday.

Monday: i was scolded for not marking proper attendance!

Tuesday:i forgotten to bring my pencil box.

Wednesday:i forgotten to bring my MP3!

Thursday:i was late for school for a minute!yes a minute!

Friday:i forgotten to bring my school badge.

Saturday:i wasn't focused during dance and was scolded. :X

Sunday(today):probably i might forgot to bring myself to ballet.

hahas.

2008-04-01T22:26:00.002+08:00

Quote for the week:

There is nothing so useless as doing efficiently that which should not be done at all.
-Peter F. Drucker

2008-03-31T00:31:00.005+08:00

once a dancer,always a dancer?

had been an unproductive person doing unproductive things spending her unproductive week!
so i swear that i will
be a productive person doing productive things and spend her productive weeks.

2008-03-30T01:18:00.002+08:00

had been a busy week!
went through 2 dance auditions!
i have got in the school's modern dance audition!
which means i will been performing for both Institute day and transcendence.

and stop asking me if i got in to ignite 2-the seasons a not.
cos i won't be telling you until a later date.
yes,i know exactly who got in the audition,and who didn't.(you can bribe me,and i can chose not to tell you. :D)
but since the results will be out next week,i shall respect the judges decision,and not write it here.(since ying ting claims that many reads my blog.)

anyway,i think i'm really unproductive this week!
for some unknown reason,the pointe rehearsal on Friday was cancelled.and since it's a Friday,i declarde a holiday for myself.and told myself that i shall study and do my homework today.
and what the abcdefgH! i did absolutely nothing productive (except for dancing).though i brought my econs notes to ballet and read it whenever i could,but i found out that i need other materials too!

plus..plus..i have yet done my homework for maths,GP(5 qns-at least 10 lines each),business and accounts!and i am having some econs test on Monday!!i am aiming to Ace it!but with what i had studied so far..i think i'm still struggling for a pass!

haiz.i'm thinking of ponning tomorrow's dance. so that i could do my work!but i know i can't.
the only thing i can do is probably to bring my work out.so i can study/do them whenever i could.

jia you kaiyuan :D

2008-03-25T23:37:00.002+08:00

school was fun today.
especially when we went to the library after school to study.
with Chelsea and Eugene,it really makes us laugh.
i think the people around us are really pissed with us.cos we laughed really loud and UNIQUELY (especially me.)

i almost died from laughing when Chelsea talked that one of her friend tried to DROWN a FISH!

anw,i'm really tired.had been studying till wee hours for the past few days.i think I seriously can't take it anymore.plus i'm having PE tomorrow(what the abcdefgH!) and i am also having rehearsal for some institute day.

HAIZ

to do list (by this weekend):

settle ALL the files.(make sure that all the money for econs and GP files are in by tomorrow.and settle orders for the other files)
discuss the duty roster with weiliang
get the class contact list done!
get past years mid-year papers form Eugene.
photocopy past year's promotion papers!
revise!!
date the lecturers to clarify my doubts!

2008-03-25T01:36:00.004+08:00

it's 1.40 am in this Tuesday morning and I've yet sleep.still awake!
i just finished mugging econs!
ECONS is a killer.
serious,trust me.

ECONS might sound like a mixture of human geography and social studies BUT it is MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH ....more DIFFICULT!
don't ask me why i choose ECONS.
cos i sux at other subjects that's why .
hahas.

btw,i think i'm going to pon ballet tomorrow.yes.
i'm going to stay in school or home to MUG!
yes.serious mugging!
i am still rather weak in my maths and accounts!

this is the first time hearing that kaiyuan is ponning dance to study?
haha.
you will hear more of it in the future.
:D

PS:
i've decided that i shall start a quote of a week to motivate myself.i know it's a little late for this week.but nevermind.here it is:

"If you believe you can, then the universe will open up a world of possibilities and opportunities for you."-Melissa Perry Moraja

2008-03-24T20:38:00.002+08:00

what the abcdeFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFfgHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
PE was some crap!

"you take such a long time to change and come down!go and run a round and come back!(everyone went blur) 2 ROUNDS...!"

(everyone just ran one round..)

"i ask you to RUN for a round.some jokers WALKED.so i want all of you to RUN another round NOW!!!"

we started off the first PE lesson with running as punishment.we are no longer in peicai where we would only run around the field where it's only like 400m?we are now running in tracks.yes tracks where u could find in the stadium!

haiz.

anw,today,i was told to that i am really hyper!and freak!EUGENE EDISSION!!!!how dare you call me fat??!!and he said that i wouldn't be able to submit my econs homework tomorrow cos i am now at home busy eating XANDO!

:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

ok good.nvm.

~2114

pS:to all 08B3 who have yet pay $5.30 for your files,please pay it to weiliang BY tomorrow.yes!thanks lots.
:D

2008-03-24T01:06:00.003+08:00

the price to pay for the fame as a dancer.

A'level is really different from O's.teachers no longer feed you with materials(primary school) or neither do they place all the cooked food in front of you (secondary school).rather they would only prepare the ingredients for you.in Order for you not to be starve to death,you have to cook the food yourself.

on top of that,we are called potential undergraduate.the teachers (or rather lecturers) here no longer talk to you about your own future,study hard and probably further your studies at some lousy institution.RATHER they are now talking to you everyday about getting in to the local universities-that's their minimum expectation from us.on top of that lecturers no longer give us homework.cool right?they gives us tutorials,which is much much more than our usual homework.

i think i am seriously going to be some idoit who is not going to be able to cope her A'level with her extra curriculum.besides school's CCA(for your info,i joined the modern dance team) i am like having 7 ballet class ,1 modern dance class per week.so if you calculate,on average,i am dancing every single day and this excludes CCA!

haiz.

i am now going to set a time table.at some occasion, i would pon dance(opps!) and stay home and mug.serious.i've got to do that.

A'level is important!!

right?

2008-03-22T02:25:00.002+08:00

my audition is on the 4th of april!
zhanke's is on next Friday!

goodness!
4Th April is going to come really soon!
freak!
i haven't settle any song or dance .

well wish me luck. :D

TO ALL THOSE WHO CALL YOURSELF MY FRIENDS!!!
MAKE SURE YOU MAKE 5th JULY FREE!!!
AND COME FOR THE CONCERT!
(if i could make through the audition. :D)

HAHA

2008-03-21T00:42:00.002+08:00

one week of school had just past.
it means that i am one week nearer to my mid-year examination.

A'level isn't really easy.
it is much much much more difficult than O'level.
if you don't believe you can take a look at some of my lecture/tutorial notes.

(and by the way,if you think MI is for losers who can't qualify for JC and that's why we need 3 years to do our A'level,you are bullshitting.rather,we are people who want to use 3 years to achieve straight As.)

anyway,being one week of class rep is really nice.
cos there are many people out there helping me.
i would like to thanks all those who have been contributing your effort to the class.

special mention to the various class reps-Kenny and Sherman for helping out in the ordering of files,Eugene-for taking the initiative to help in the ordering of files and also volunteer to make the tags,weiliang(assistant-class rep) for asking me whether do i need any help and is willing to help me collect money from the class for the files.

it is really my honour to know all of you.
anyway,thanks guys.
:D

2008-03-19T00:53:00.002+08:00

during ECONS lesson,we had to do some group work thingy about us setting up a company and do out the factors of production.
Kenny represented my group.he's damn funny.

Kenny:(talking about the factors)

(teacher then prompted him that the class were talking away)

Kenny:(out of a sudden) For your information,i am KENNY. :D

(the whole class was laughing!serious.it was super random.i mean no one would expect such things would happen during a presentation.)

after a while,he continued his presentation.a few moments later many were busy talking,the teacher then prompted him again.

Kenny:(out of randomness)if you are interested,my surname is LEE

then,i was super lame during business lesson.
today,we were taught on Goods and Services.

so there was this part where MS ang was talking about consumer goods - single-use goods and durables goods.
so,i was telling Eugene about these two goods.

"single use goods are goods that can use for once.condom lo.
durables goods are goods that can be used over and over again and last a long time.prostitute lo."

Eugene reaction was really huge.the way how he laughed is really funny,hence,i laughed together with him.
hahas!

is it really that funny?

:D

2008-03-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

thanks man.
i got 'sabo-ed' on the first day of school.
so i am now the class-rep for 08B3.
but the pleasant thing is that the home tutor said that this might be a temporary thing.
which also means i only have a few more weeks to go.
:D

the thoughts of going ballet tomorrow really makes me thinks that life sucks.
my legs are now seriously in a great pain.all thanks to the pointe class/rehearsal.have got lots of blisters and bruises now.

i really wander how am i going to dance tomorrow.
for some unknown reason,i just can't feel any motivation to dance.worst till,i can feel that i ,as a dancer, is lacking something(other than motivation).i am lacking the strength.yes!what happened to the strength i used to have.

the strength to do at least 100 degree of side leg and hold there for at least 10 secs.(can't remember what's the step's name)
yet now,what i don't even have the strength to straighten my legs(let alone hold it).

the strength to do high kicks(with turn out)and yet the supporting legs are so strong that i don't wobble .
and now,i might still be able to the kicks,but i am wobbling like some idiot who can't even stand still.

the strength to kick my back leg(with bent) and reach my hand when they are in fifth position.and now,i can barely lift my back leg.

what the hell is actually happening to me now???!!!!
freak kaiyuan!
what happened to all your strength??!!
your up-coming ballet exam is this April and Nov.not next April and Nov!!!

and what really happened to your pointe work?!!
what happened to all the hours of training you used to get.
spending hours to do thousands of releves ??!!!
and just last week,i can't even stand properly on a fourth position.
can u believe it??!!

haiz.

2008-03-16T22:24:00.003+08:00

i am now so happy!!
(not because tomorrow is the first day of term 2)
i just got my new laptop!
yes!!!
it's a pink one!!!
muahahaha!
thanks mum and dad. :D

it's like ages ever since i last went online.
cos i'm busy.really busy.
i spent practically the whole entire holiday dancing.yes every single day.without fail.and my body seriously can't take it anymore and now i am sick.
down with flu and coughs.
haiz.

anyway,shall blog more the next time.i am tired.

nitez.
:D

2008-03-05T13:29:00.002+08:00

my laptop is down these few days.wasn't able to go online.(now using my school's computer)
sorry for all the late replies. :D

this week's shedule is not going to be really that pack.
my shedule for the week would be dance,dance,dance,dance.most of it is dance-related stuff.
after this week,i would have to say bye bye to all my comfortable life and starts to mug on my school work.

monday was suppose to be a day-off for me as there's no school.
school claims that it's staff development day.
:D
hence,i was down for teaching.

nothing special on tues.
there were only like 4 ppl down for ballet?hahas

and today!
yea!
i just went back to peicai to recieve my colours award!
yea!
outstanding contribution to CCA.

and freak.janan called(woke) me at 6 plus in the morning to ask if i am going to school together with him.
argh..!

ok.gtg.
:D

2008-02-28T22:09:00.003+08:00

i suddenly feel so grown up!!!

school no longer tells you not to be mischevious and be a good girl.
school no longer tells you the importance of PSLE.

school no longer tells you about wearing proper school attire.
school no longer tells you the importance of O'level.

rather,
school is now telling us about unniversities,about contributing the society and about how we should act as YOUNG ADULTS!!!

wow!i seriously feel so grown out(out of a sudden)!!

~2213

PS.probably in a few months later,school will start talking about marriage.(contributing to the birth rate.) hahas.

2008-02-28T01:11:00.004+08:00

During some talks or lecture today,chelsea wrote this in my notebook.

hi kaiyuan,
don't forget to tell your friends(via blog)
how pretty i am (:
( ai ni) love you [translated] orhhx!!!!

hahas.
chelsea is one really nice and funny and probably lame(i know i know.just like me) girls.really fortunate to have her as one of the OG memember.
:D:D

girl you rocks man! (: